I guess you are SOL then, so you might as well just give up and live in a dark hole for the rest of your days. There's apparently absolutely nothing you can do to improve your life or change your circumstances and you are doomed to be poor and mororse for the rest of your life. No one in similar circumstances to you as ever improved their life ever in the history of the world, so you really shouldn't even bother to try. Just hang around the internet instead, and complain. That's a particularly great way to find a girlfriend too, so there's that additional bonus as well.